great weekend.
went to virgin in the am with jg.then to breakfast with ie etc. then yoga and alittle work.ch came by in the eve. we fooled around on his website then he took me to dinner…at the indian place. very nice to be arounnd him. sometimes it is easier to be with someone when there is […]
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excellent fun good loving -funnyass evening. ns picked me up -went to mjk’s and picked him up- then to ie’s…then to rodeo a few kids’stalked’ mjk..one in a toolshirt. odd vibe.good mtg. then we wnet mjk’s and ate bread and cheese and grapes and laughed at mjk and eddie play off each other and mjk […]
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cool week. feel so good off cigarettes.not crazy. running alot. alot. running to swingers running to larchmont. running to real food. shit. its crazy.. but good. lots of yoga . last night went out for girls eve. went to opening of sum dumb restauarant- i sat with ab the whole time though. then to latin […]
weird week thus far
weird week thus far. ch and i finally ‘talked’ very pleasant exchange.. over with . awesome having mjk back in town -ie arrives home tomorrow.still running alot. took a day off and went a little nuts. but yesterday got back in the swing of thingsspent the whole day with lala…nice. drove around did errands etc. […]
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went for dinner with mjk and jen and his dad and a bunch of other friends of theirs from az. sooo good to see mjk. i missed him soo much. i cant believe the way i feel around my friends sometimes. the hapiness just floors me. i feel full. ns and cr were there too..cr […]
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sunday morning with hil…went to market on larch got kettle corn and mags. taking a day off from excersice. fewf. i have probably run about 30 miles in 5 days. or something like that. my poor knees. went to the mtg this am. pretty good. brkfast with trevor and micheal and scott and ss and […]
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sitting on a spiral staircase, i am. looking down at the same situation i have been in so many time s(3x..) in this last 3 1/2 years. how do i ddraw these situations in/ i wonder. i am ok had great night. saw owen…..went to a couple parties. i wonder why it is that ch […]
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ahhelp my site is fucked up
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ok so if u read all the last 5 enteries it seems a bit like i am vacilating. but what is happening is this: i let things slide , i take the blame for other peoples behaviour all the time. i assume the role of the crazy one or the dramtic one. i ‘m not […]
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what?
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i cant really believe this has happened again. this dreadful fucking feeling in my gut. but what i cant really trully belive is that i am ok. i am not without alot of perspective.i see it for what it is. not too personal. although the part of me that remembers sweetness and goodness in someones […]
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so much good stuff right now. i feel happy and full of energy. went to malibu last night. fun. then dinner w/ lala and dk and ns. i had such a nice night. dont feel scared or weird or all those yucky things that i felt before when i quit smoking. feel overwhelmed when iit […]