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went to ll w/the gammons . ns etc there. along with all of orange county, it seems. charming bunch-with extrodianary fashion sense…hmm. fascinating ,really. to watch. first there is the drama of attempting to get in the club and then if they are ‘lucky’ enough to get in the interactions are hilarious. there are those […]
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so here it is…… my mission statement. i vow to become a better human being…by: living more authentically.trusting and listening to my intuition. to make amends to my body and quit polluting it with cigarettes etc. to share myself -more honestly and with less fear- with other people and become more open to receive the […]
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went to the dentist today. it was so great i found the king of dentists i am soo scared of the dentist and this man and his nurse were amazing. i think i am in love. i didnt even feel the shots or anything.. wow. i had a root canal, too. lunch w/ ch. nice […]
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jlh slept here. fun. funny how you dont relize youve missed someone so much till you are around them again.
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i want to redecorate my house my site my room….my life. feel very inspired but i have to go to the dentist this morning YUCK
my gd tooth
funny how things are shifting so quickly. feel great about my place in my life. cept for my gd tooth
done with smoking
k. i’m lame. didnt finish the ms. but i am going to finish it this eve and do it tomorrow. post it , i mean. I am done with smoking. my tooth hurts sooo much too,shit.
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jlh is here!!yeah. came down from portland for a few days.. ie lent me his car this am and i went to the hypnotist for quitting smoking…weird. think i’ll be able to do it though. i feel over it. the whole smoking thing. i am perplexed by situations in my life right now. feel very […]
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i love dancing.
tonight i write
tonight i write my mission staement. i will post it by the time i go to bed tomorrow night . that gives me just over 24 hours to get it down and out. so to speak. and i ‘m accountable to it. because of this post.ha on me.
what is really going on for me?
what is really going on for me? i am scared out of my mind. i am scared of not getting legal working freedom in the us. i am scared of not ever having enough money that i earn to pay back my mom and pay my own bills all the time easily . i am […]
anxious and clear all at the same time
wow. i feel weird and anxious and clear all at the same time. frightened by the prospect of having do something new. put up a donation thingy so you all can help me pay for life ok OLD =out:smoking. people pleasing at my own expense… shit talk IN=in:yoga meditation more love sex and water