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jauna’s addicione
tonight jauna’s addicione….yeah. im psyched. dave’s bday at midnight.should be fun . dont know if ill go to the after party. i may be beat. who knows. it’s just great to be going andnot have to figure out what to do for newyears.
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christmas 2002
christmas 2002 is officially over . i’m so grateful for all the people aropund me this xmas. and for all the events that are helping me to see who i have become. i have grown out of so many of my old patterns(thank g-d) db came over as a late night santa , wirth presents…
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nice morning
nice am. woke went to ie’s hung with erwin and cat(oops forgot his name)then up to jk’s to hang with those cats and fish.then to lc ..left as i have heard the speaker before.went to meet rf and her italian diver boy/man.at urth. then home . got the garage cleaned out finally (3 years later!!)…
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worst case scenario
please press play for posts theme song- it enhances the reading of my writing; _ PICTURE THIS, if you will: YOU( or me in this scenario) have terrible mood-swing style PMS- and Agree to drive 4 LA based control freak friends (on American thanksgiving weekend), < from LA to san diego , to an arena…
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my lead role
oh my . life is so weird . my new thing is that we are living in our own movies..starring roles vary but we are always the lead character..so we have to make use of who else has been cast..very selfcentered..but its motivating me to do stuff that i wouldnt do..like ask for what i…
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feelin’ california ( good)
feeling good. had awesome productive busy day -worked -ran(2x’s)worked mtg-ran-met tc-met cole…great chats .ns is out of his place and staying with us and jodi..gk is hanging alot more…very nice to have him around again.went to the nic mtg last night saw ch..he seemed good.went with jd..dinner after then met deano les duex..felt too unsocial.…
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weekend sleepover
had a weekend sleepover at the house…so much fun. dinner and swimming and watching taxicab confessions and everyone macking ..or trying to at least.. funnywell. i am getting married. september..i guess.jd made m his ring and brought it to the show we went to this eve,looks awesome.a guy is very sexy with wed ringt on,;crazy…
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living an odd life
hmm. i am living an odd life right now.good confusing funny odd scary(A little)spent the entire week or so w/ sp mw cant articulate what that means right now..all very easy, though.saw coleycole this eve, totally lost it laughing at the meeting this eve.havent laughed like that in soo long.felt good. went to dinner then…
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wild week
woah. wild week. got a concussion on monday afternoon. slept and sick for a few days…hung out with ms all week.hes moving in..this weekend: went to re ‘s bday at thw wilt chamberlain house..it was weird and fun.i was with ns all weekend..hes been bummed, went to rodeo, selby AND sundowners.tonght i went to les…
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oh mah gawd
jk sent me this this am..OH MAH GAWDfree francis bean.
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truelove?
re-read the truelove poem tonight. where is my hand ?????? fer fucks sake. bed without dinner
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odd saturday
such an odd saturday. after ss left i have been alone and in a weird lonely state. ok though. i didnt reach out to anyone..so i must somehow need this alone lonely time. wrote some amends letters. feel sad about ie and ls. i hate it when people yell at me like that. i miss…