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Jackie: FIVE YEARS OLD

July 31, 2010  |  blahg, featured, me famille, Stories  |  No Comments

Happy Birthday

Jack McClintock: five-(5)-years old and kickin ass.


thanksgiving 2.0 at the bar

November 26, 2008  |  Stories  |  No Comments

So..last night , sitting on the deck , .at my friends amazing home in the canyon, looking at the hollywood sign.-

hollywoodsign

whilst listening to neil sing “journey through time”.youngneil_bpand it rained like i was back in vancouver-
i found myself reflecting on Thanksgiving- ..and you know what…when you really think about it ,
it’s a very special 24 hours .. a rare tiny pocket of time – just prior to impending xmas-anxiety-pomp-n-circumstance -that is meant only to be spent eating and “giving thanks”..with your most loved people -
and in that moment ..listening to rain and neil…
i realized exactly what i am trully ,
at my self-centered core, most grateful for:
the added things in my life that i dont NEED to live,
but make living a fuck of alot funner:

they are: you( my friends/family) and music. those are the two bests.
most important and cherised by me. they ( you & music) bring upon most of my epic moments.

So , on the eve of Thanksgiving.(tonight: wednesday november 26th 2008 ), in honor of you and music,
im going to the go sit at the coolest little unpretensious bar in hollywood,
drink a redbull or two..and let really fun friends entertain me with the greatest luxury i have:
kickass music..
you + the music + me.. bestever.
please come and ill share my gratitude for your prescence in my life and buy you a cocktail and we can toast our awesome crazy music filled lives.
luv
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ROCK N ROLL Wednesdays @ The Bar (5851 Sunset Blvd Los Angeles, CA 90028).
Best place to party your face off the night before turkey day
Event InfoHost: BUDDYHEAD
Party – Night of Mayhem
Los Angeles, CA
Time and PlaceStart Time:
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 at 10:00pm
End Time:
Thursday, November 27, 2008 at 2:00am
Location:
The Bar
Street:
5851 Sunset Blvd
City/Town:
Hollywood, CA

Every Wednesday you can find Jeordie “Twiggy” White (Marilyn Manson, NIN, A Perfect Circle) and Travis Keller(and whoever else shows up that week) playing rock n’ roll @ The Bar (5851 Sunset Blvd Los Angeles, CA 90028).

This week is Thanksgiving week. So the night before you eat turkey and celebrate how a bunch of white men killed native indians… come to The Bar and drink your self silly. We’re gonna have a good time. We’re gonna have a party!

Come down, have a few drinks, meet some freaks, listen to some tunes and have a little bit of mid week fun

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depressed moody etc.

June 11, 2008  |  favorites, featured, music, really  |  No Comments

So it only took me like twenty jesus-F-ing years to discover what could be some of my MOST favorited music... embarrassing part: all of it has been RIGHT infornt of me. Let me clarify..by right infront of me , i mean, yes-this is all older music ..and it's been out there, in the world for years.. BUT  i mean it literally:

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becoming invisible

January 14, 2005  |  blahg, Classics  |  No Comments

i feel like i am becoming invisible.
i have checked my phone ringer settings.
i have just done an extensive email settings overhaul ( neede to do because of entourage/mail switch-aroo)
eery. i know itll all start ringing and pinging again soon eenough, and ill get all hatefull .
BUT, it feels weird and i feel lonely. ohhh poor me.
and i saw A MOVIE IN A THEATRE today…yes, thats right allison leah creelman went and not only saw a movie, but got there early bought tickets and persuaded a few of her remaining friends( although after film this status may have changed) into going.
went to graumanns chinese to see WHITE Noise.
best part: it was shot in vancouver, with great scenes of vancouver.

underworld premier

September 16, 2003  |  hollywood, music, oldtaint  |  No Comments

underworld premier went w/ dlo to wes and heathersthen met ie and ls and the brkstr there. i sat outside the whole movie practically- it was cool looking just terrible seats in the front row to the left- killed my neck.i am so glad ls came – we got to hang out and smoke while they watched. she is funny.and loves ie and makes him happy. what more could one ask for?i wonder when i will have that. i am so barricaded – i am readfy for some dude to just break thru the barricades(to quote bry adams)and hiton me or something.weirdly awful-good-necasserry week. alcoholism suicide record release disconnected-ness.i feel conflicted and if step in the wrong spot i wil be blown up .i cant believe the insensitivity-or actually way beyond insensitivity-self obsessed false postuering behaviour of some.it saddens me to no end. i want things to be good and happy- moments like how i felt in qc. perfect able to be present feel joy in the moment and full odf love for evryone around me and gratitude for being where i was.i dont think this is unattainable- i just think so many others think it is that i forget that i can be happy at any chosen moment. i am disatisfied with my life in many areas after coming back from canada- i want to be inspired to do authentic stuff that i love-from my cells-like those around me- but the problem is i think my path is about love and service – cause the only thing i thrive in -is listening and understanding and showing different ways to people. fuck- i dont know what i am talking about- i do know that i miss people again. i stopped missing people a long time ago- perhaps out of self protection and part outof having unmissable people around. but now i do; i miss my dad. alot. i thought about him so much in canada it hurt my stomach . but i think  missing people is indicitive of a void in my life- a lack of intimacy maybe- no i am intimate with a few people- i am definetly unguarded around 2 or 3 people- but never always and completely.i am scared of being really close because then…?

full moon made me edgy

March 2, 2002  |  blahg, oldtaint, Stories  |  No Comments

full moon made me edgy and weird. swam naked with the girls and did yoga under the full moon. cool outside at the house. weird energy.

i want to not

June 26, 2001  |  blahg, Classics  |  No Comments

i want to not go to bed on a sour note. i want to sleep well and wake up with gratitude and love in my heart . i feel very vulnerable, as i have so much over the last 6 months-not weak, just open and sensitive. i want to use these lessons in my life , of late to spread good stuff-not be grumpy and judgemental. it just doesn’t feel good.
i pray that all those i felt resentful at get more loveand peace in their lives NOW. i pray that it all works out .
everything.
i pray that my close friends know i love them and how important they are to me.
i pray that those i don’t see/speak ;yet are important in my heart; KNOW that they are dear to me(even if in odd ways)
i pray that max is happy .

meeting with ap

February 28, 2001  |  Stories  |  No Comments

met ap.sat thru the whole damn meeting.good for us.
then to urth w/lou.
who is devastated by j. which i find mind boggling, as he is such a drip.
ahh well. i am sure the whole world thinks my choices in men are a bit dodgy..which i guess they are.
i worked out for awhile , people creep me out at that gym.
brokeass gym that it is.
HUGE earthquake in vancouver today, talked to mom;who said it was loud(?)
Hailey freaked out.
ate with jane and d.she pissed me off but i got over it.she is so dismissive and bitchy.