it was my bday yesterday, and seeing as  this is a day that celebrates my entrance to the planet- and my lil brother has already written such an eloquent piece already honoring my mom..and  i am  a lil lazy …Today i offer you this ode  for my mom..,by patrick .. ..thanks patrick, its beautiful..and thankyou…

remember that song on tom waites MULE…where he’s got saws and shit in the background..saying ‘what is he doing over there..?” etc?? well my nights are reminiscent of this..my upstairs neighbor is constantly ‘doing shit’ and walking the floor of the apt with heavy heels…running up and down both sets of stairs…And he’s up all…

Sweet Jesus. I had migraine like none other yesterday. it was blinding and ..well, vomit inducing.but i didn’t vomit..But i could of . oh the horror of just recalling the felling in my head and neck and shoulders . Good grief.how about the move on wired’s part?**noteawesome journalism..but sad revalation. It shouldn’t be like this…

: my own personal pergatory…. By fantasies i mean what i wish for in my life :” i really want to be a fireman when i growup”…it referes to what i really ‘want’ for myself and /or can work towards .. and somewhere in the last few years a shit lot of who i thought…

’cause i ‘m flaky like that..a soulsearcher..and cause i find a need for distraction as of late.. ive gathered some links that might be of use tosome..a little form the mindfullness invoked via 43foldersand a little from my random google searchs:hopefully bring some peace or questioning or somehing positive to someone.

Today is 4/20… and because of these options (none of which i will partake in.._)but that fact that they are happening…well..it just makes me love this town.( just today )

went to df this eve. and holy crap they rule. kevin’s voice is so unbelievable – sang the ff/zep medley that pretty much destroys meits insane how good they are. imagine if they were writing their own stuff.crazy  a lot of ganster types there. strange breed, stand in place, dont dance, ask a lot of…

sent to me this  morning:( weird..or not? it would seem someone wrote this  with insider trading tips( on moi) ….or knowledge of my inner/outer werkings..or maybe they read my blog.) —Dear A ,As per the horoscope, you are under the influence of the Sun, Uranus, Venus and Mercury. You have a lonely personality and innovative…

re: donate button… First off, no, im not asking for free money…its just that I am owed manymany dollars, from a number of clients and friends, some for a good long time now…..and today im not really feeling the reciprocal flow , …..AND as you may have noticed, im on a strict diet of GSD:’gittinShitDone’…

touchy subject ahead: ive been writing online since along time ago. nothing noteworthy. just exhibisionist style ramblings about nothing. some things have gotten me in shit, by mistakenly being read by the wrong eyes. but…in general, over the long haul..its been therapy via purgeing my thoughts. to no one on nothing. but lateley ive made…

i got severly starstruck last night. i was driving with mr.billywirth, and we were ambling down a side street just above hollywerd blvd…when…i look over in the dark of the night and… DUWDEits noneother than dg. the man . walking from some grammy party. by himself, all hot and smiling in the dark.

I think i became a different person 13 years ago . when i wrote this. i wrote down 3 pages of what happened from the phone call at 8 am, up until that evening at midnight. it altered me more than any other moment in my life.i feel sad thinking about myself then. i didnt…