Year: 2018

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the joy has returned

and the changes have come upon again. now living in a beautiful place in venice.ablock behind ak blvd 4 blocks to surfing work at present is all local . i found myself happy for the first time tonight in years, like really authentic true to be me happy. it just happened…i heard something /read something […]

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the other side of this wall

the curse* of my life has changed. i ve found that in the last year my ability to feel safe and have a home has been removed from me – my earning capacity is lo. i under chanrge for work that i do really well and i don’t charge for jobs that should be paid […]

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the artist way

i ve joined a group called the artist way- its based on a book by julia cameron , written based around the twelve steps of recovery with the intention to recover the inner artist in people, its a chapter a week with exercises and a few staple things we must do each week. one is […]

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leaving the door open on a cold night

without money life is ok kindness is everywhere so is sadness. darkness is only taking over when i let it in too long. like a door left open in winter only so much a wall heater can do. the inside eventually becomes cold despite the furnace pumping.. ¬†you have to either close the door an […]

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