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In (very weak) defense of my vice:
cigarettes are my vice – my only defense is when you are all having wine with dinner or scotch or sake…i dont get to.
so i have a smoke. sometimes two-
i love smoking but hate what it is.
weak defense . terrible and ugly(maker) habit.
nowadays smoking is like picking your nose in public-
sneaking outside a restaurant/bar for a smoke you are hard pressed to find a light , let alone a smoking buddy.
damnit.
first pack of smokes i bought? A very planned deliquent act…stood outside Macs' Milk..specifically waiting for someone who looked like they were buying smokes..then followed them in…and nervously memorized her order…..
then waited a safe(?) few minutes and went and asked for them,
as nonchalantly as an 13 yr old buying
"benson and hedges delux ultra light 100's"
can be.:
how about that for the beginning of my smoking career/karma….
Difficult, embarrasing, hard and terrible aftertaste.
and it still is.
Him:’what’s the difference between a ferrari and a hard-on?’
Her:’uh..dont know’
Him’I dont have a ferrari right now’
coupled with the people in the alley below me ( see pic) enyoying their china white.
are keeping me up-
.And yet another reason to support it..
what if they end up like this, i couldnt deal with being the proud mom…sorry.. id be WAY too embarrassed for her,in a moment like that.
i will be the best aunt and go-dmother .
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sent to me this morning:( weird..or not? it would seem someone wrote this with insider trading tips( on moi) ….or knowledge of my inner/outer werkings..or maybe they read my blog.) —
Dear A , As per the horoscope, you are under the influence of the Sun, Uranus, Venus and Mercury. You have a lonely personality and innovative ideas. You will always be attracted towards new ways of thinking. Your marriage will not be in accordance with customs and traditions. You will never see eye to eye with others.
After careful thinking, you will draw analytical conclusions about everything. Others do not approve your plans or thoughts. You will never care about others however you will care for those people whom you love. You will not like routine work and working in a team. You have the ability to become an artist, writer or an inventor and you will excel in any work you undertake. Your financial position would be uncertain. You can make money through writing and art.
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re: donate button… First off, no, im not asking for free money…its just that I am owed manymany dollars, from a number of clients and friends, some for a good long time now…..and today im not really feeling the reciprocal flow , …..AND as you may have noticed, im on a strict diet of GSD:’gittinShitDone’ -which is my dyslexic mod. of merlin_THE_mann’s awesome inspiring -and dare isay:life altering-blog, and his GTD guruthese days : so i’m using this blog as an opportunity to get some shit done-and git myself paid. im in a heavy commitment to myself and my experiences.
I am aware , it was I , who accumlated the “out credits” Mostly from not knowing how to say ‘no’ and by choosing to be ‘free’lance worker-( *littleKnownFact:it does not literally, mean free) and today, … ..in essence, by putting up the button, im expanding the channels and possibilities of available source flow to me and my unpaid rent etc.., so if one of you sources happen upon here..u can easily drop a reimbursemnet by clicking on donate-i love that this will be further evidence for my flow tests …
i luv you and thankyou …now carryon, my waywerd sons
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oops. yes it does.ahwell. maybe widgets will be of some better use to me after all.
this is my next(lst) attempt at blogger widget…
Feb 19, 2006 5:44 PM
Subject: You are heavens beauty on earth in your photo
Body: HI there
You are so pure adorable in pure precious beauty. Your eyes alone melt a heart. I can not believe a lady could possess such pure gorgeous heavenly beauty as you do.
I live in the Orlando Florida area, new ot the area,, I am a single software engineer, never married, no kids, who somehow feels in his heart you could complete my life, and you are a lady my life would be about. Not sure what to say. Fell free to write me back at ([email protected])
Thanks
Steve
i got this on myspace. i dont know why this makes me laugh outloud sooo much. i know its generated. but its sooo great.
awesome, really.
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spent the week with the notorious guru to some. little brother to others: patrick .
it was a total surprise that he came-now hes off to the desert to visit his teacher jon friend.
explain later, maybe
i feel so happy about this : National Society of Film Critics