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odd saturday
such an odd saturday. after ss left i have been alone and in a weird lonely state. ok though. i didnt reach out to anyone..so i must somehow need this alone lonely time. wrote some amends letters. feel sad about ie and ls. i hate it when people yell at me like that. i miss…
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forensic files and sex
i am single . i am sorta still sad. not sad in an upset i want him back kind of way…more just sad that i dot get to watch forensic files and have sex and silly stuff. i know i will again..its just that i got used to ch.oh well.bw’s bday last night. cr dd…
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i am single
i am single . i am sorta still sad. not sad in an upset i want him back kind of way…more just sad that i dot get to watch forensic files and have sex and silly stuff. i know i will again..its just that i got used to ch. oh well.bw’s bday last night. cr…
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dentist hell today
dentist hell today. i have been so bad about writing in here.mjk is back…makes me happy.i actually missed him quite a bit.i am trying to think about what has happened of late..ryan is on the cover of t&c mag…whatever that means. weird.it was such a short time ago that she was sleeping on the floor…
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fucking brutal weekend
fucking brutal weekend.friday rodeo..then 101. sat. malibu neighbourhood shit. then cs made me aweome dinner at his awesome apartment and then we watched a movie and i slept there. woke up feeling sick as a dog. then went to 11 45 mtg met jameela there and had brkfst with lots of people -lel and his…
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lame about writing
still lame about writing. b is moving into a house wit h ns. i am having a good productive day. up met cole on larchmont . home. picked up at hs. then met paula at 101 and e came. then home then i am running put to ch’s house. should be a huge run. i…
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serious insomnia
i have serious insomnia- havent slept more than 5 minutes…havent had this in forever. weekend wasgood.
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easter 2002
weekend easter…going to malibu for lunch etc and speaking at 6 30 . spent the night with ch and the met e at three and g . hate that meeting. well… i dont hateit.. i just think it isnt for me.
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Still weak
monday still weak..went to dinner and les duex. tuesday went to whatever…met ch and left.and .went to his house and drank tea and stuff.i bought him a honey bear and some half half and he was so grateful..it was very sweet.ramn to the mtg this am. had a lovely breakfast with ie and ad and…
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have babies and eat fruit
sd w/ ns and hil -lots of people there. crowded. sat with ad and jg. sex in the city with j and e . nice mellow eve. too much food though. full. lala and coleycole are back. mjk called -hes back tomorrow . on my run today i kept having flashes of things i want…
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great weekend.
went to virgin in the am with jg.then to breakfast with ie etc. then yoga and alittle work.ch came by in the eve. we fooled around on his website then he took me to dinner…at the indian place. very nice to be arounnd him. sometimes it is easier to be with someone when there is…
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weird week thus far
weird week thus far. ch and i finally ‘talked’ very pleasant exchange.. over with . awesome having mjk back in town -ie arrives home tomorrow.still running alot. took a day off and went a little nuts. but yesterday got back in the swing of thingsspent the whole day with lala…nice. drove around did errands etc.…