2001 over and done with
happy new year. 2001 over and done with. 2002 sounds better. more even and balanced…just like me….?had a lovely dinner here ajp and lisa – mi ad ag lele hil too tired to write all down now. just now this i am a non smoker as of last night. ch threw water on my cigarrets […]
great visit
great talk with lak. feels like forever since we have chatted like that.
the party
the party is going to be non smoking.huh. that’ll show em.they’ll have to smoke outside in the cold.
weird evening
what a weird evening. went to bed at 8. woke at 3ish. watched tv etc. went back to bed . ? sooo confused. weird odd feel very disillusioned with things. certain things. other things are good. i am just trying to figure out what is really going on
my g-damned book
sign my godamned gbook please. am sitting home , sat eve. dinner at the indian place. yum. ch is here. guess where? i just went to the video store and rented a few videos- funny thing- i have not done that in years…years LITERALLY link to my old g-book-wow
the fine line
if there is such a line between insanity andd sane-ness…i sat in a room this evening where it would have been drawn.from where i sat , in some what saness i watched across the floor as completely insane people spoke in ways that sort of made sense.i spoke at a meeting and the sharing afterwards […]
brother is here.
brother is here. have yet to see him. spent the a.m. with brent at the hospital. i don’t know why i feel so okay with being there. i am not scared of that enviroment- i am scared of boredom and what that does to me,essentially.how do i get to a place of prespective. purpose and […]
fall 2001-post tool
it’s friday and i slept almost all day..got home around 2 am, the show last night was amazing. went with ie and hil mj ag ra lel etc. all of la was there-our whole section was “comp ” seating-mjk made some funny refrences to the hollywood vermon. saw et , finally met her friend robin, […]
euro trasho centralo
nico’s bady this eve at le dome…euro trasho centralo…but i must say nico had quite the crew show uo for him- it was nice- bw and the boys dropped by later- ie and sl and hil and ad and rs and jg and ah etc were all there. actually, ad and rs came outr last […]
fucking fantastic weekend
what a fucking fantastic weekend i have had….thursday eve i met jk ,ie,ab, liza ,lel and ag for dinner-then ie mjk ag and i went to crazy girls(??!!) it was really fun(ny) mjk is so much fun-then spent all day friday up at his house by the pool – swimming etc.then he cam e to […]
relatively stress-less
my life feels full and good right now-it is all based on the relationships i have in my life- they are all relatively stress and maintainence free. i think this is the first time in my life i don’t have high maintainence people around me-like when i got freaked and stressed today everyone around me […]
offline
wow. been offline for a week-crazy. good to be back, but a nessacary break.too much going on …and yet… not enough at the same time…ya fel me? went to laguna for the pageant of the masters on sunday; with Leland and famille…fun nice cool. tool was here last night. in sd this eve-we were going […]