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brothers and ex’s
This is franco and Patrick- at a shoe store on 4th ave in Vancouver- they are both ignoring me.
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day off, sort of.
today i spent the better part of the day “off”, per se. in actual..the morning was not off.. i was dealing with the house and financial shit.. but around 2pm, a new friend came over and we kinda played hooky. super fun. went to venice for dinner walked the boardwalk after , got lattes and…
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The picture up top, is birthday boy,Jack
..(momma lynn in back)he is two. I still l cant believe ie and ls are mom and dad. i mean they ARe really good at it.And really into it. But its weird. weirdly aweosme. and becuase i need to secure postion as the fun aunt, im bringing lots of treasures from canada And Jack, if…
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Crush application
im fairly bored these days…and as i am truely boycrazy and there doesnt seems to be any boys to be crazy about around me…i adapted the ‘boyfriend application” from somewhere – so as to be more me/la/friendly… if u feel excited by the thought of me and carrot cake and gingerale…. …GO HERE and send…
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they keep pulling me back in…..
when you thin your life out , via separating yourself from certain friends and associates…and consciously choose to withdraw from situations that seem to have caused you grief…its a good thing. Mostly. i am used to 120 friends and phone calls a day ….and in the great cleanout of 2005 it has dropped remarkably..( 100…
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mad knowledge
I am overwhelmed with tiredness, and mad knowledge- i learned alot in a short time…( i was sorta temping for someone i really would like to work for fer real..and i astounded myself with my (unbeknow-ed to me)ability to absorb..I guess it has to do with being interested in what i was doing,huh?so afterwards i…
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becoming invisible
i feel like i am becoming invisible.i have checked my phone ringer settings.i have just done an extensive email settings overhaul ( neede to do because of entourage/mail switch-aroo)eery. i know itll all start ringing and pinging again soon eenough, and ill get all hatefull .BUT, it feels weird and i feel lonely. ohhh poor…
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touchy subject ahead:
touchy subject ahead:ive been writing online since along time ago.nothing noteworthy. just exhibisionist style ramblings about nothing.some things have gotten me in shit, by mistakenly being read by the wrong eyes.but…in general, over the long haul..its been therapy via purgeing my thoughts.to no one on nothing.but lateley ive made a rather large lifestyle choice that…
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third wheel
p-o-ed. i am . i just got royally stood up by d and m. feel like this was some sort of personal afront to me. ( but, of course i know it wasnt..im just over being third wheel)
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odd quiet weekend
odd quiet weekend. woke sat and went met z at virgin with jam. then coffee and took jam to therapy. then met rf and her italian hottie , then to work till 1 30. then to see solaris with my husband. good . then swingers with df and mw. then movies at home. worked on…
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lame about writing
still lame about writing. b is moving into a house wit h ns. i am having a good productive day. up met cole on larchmont . home. picked up at hs. then met paula at 101 and e came. then home then i am running put to ch’s house. should be a huge run. i…
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full moon made me edgy
full moon made me edgy and weird. swam naked with the girls and did yoga under the full moon. cool outside at the house. weird energy.