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Every sunday i , like a total fuckin freak groupie, go to The dragonfly , in west hollywood.
There is an eighties band called the spazmatics that play.
i m in fake pretend lust with the lead singer. he usually wears a neckbrace and they cover songs by alot of bands i really cant stand.the queer, depressed moody, poorissey….
but its my social staple.
what does all this say about the state of my social life?
fer gawds sake.
somebody save me
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went to the spazmatics show this evening
few errors in judgement were made on my part
note to self: do not bring drunk friends places u want to have fun
i spent more than half the evening doing damage control:
ie:apologizing for all the elbowing and general assinine behaviour
im so embarassed for them.
everyone should leave there shit at home
if coming to this show..or anywhere for that matter
despite it all..i had great time dancing etc.
spazmatics sounded particularilly good this eve
and k/m was cute as ever.
i was even getting courage to approach
but didnt due to drunk assholes having drama
-saw him walk in, though
u r way way cuter in ‘normal’ clothes
than i could have hoped.
this is frustrating.
i dont know….
i guess ill have unrequited crush from afar
forever .
cannot get over the atrocity of
drunk assholes with me.ugh.
i actually felt like crying or punching something
when i left.i will go alone next time.
i cant get a grip on how people
can act so horribly .
its heart breaking and annoying.
i dont ever want to deal with this again.
everythings different and the same
dragonfly last night.
seemed rather testosterone heavy..not in a good way.
slimy drunk guys interrupting dance time
drunk dumb asses bug me to the nth degree.
they are so unaware of personal space
i dont think i got one full song worth of dancing without
having to move or being shoved or some dude grinning and touching
trying to ‘dance’ with me.
yuck.
allison j. celebrated her ‘virginity’ loss anniversary?
albeit a dubious celebration she got the killer present:
the singer madeout w/ her(onstage)..luckyduck
still confused as to emails i received.
sorta feel like im on a reality show and i made it into the final round
you or not you?- sent a reply this afternoon..which i responded to. we’ll see.
gd hes sexy
this is a public service announcement for my crush
if u r the real deal, umm..
(and u read this..)
.first)
this is seriously embarressing-but funny
second)
email me again,tell me about the other parts ofyour life
( as u can readmine here..)
third)
due to serious shyness perhaps u could introduce yourself to me..?
fourth)
if ur not who u say u r..or u r and are oherwise occupied: nevermind
carryon…etc.
ok-if nothing else i have a funny story to relay of interconnectedness online crush
there.