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Classics

guess who’s back

guess who’s back?been feeling very creatively stifled these past few months and that coupled with the fact that i wasnt realizing the impct or scope of my daily ramblings- i shut the whole damn thing down ,but i have lots in my head and and i have lots to still write about so in this […]

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sitting working-really

sitting working-really anxious about nothing and everything: dmv, paul medved ,money . must realize everything will work out far better than if i try and micromange and stress..gotta let it go.do whats in front of me. take care of things- call mom re ie’s truck. get her to talk to eddie and his accountant. then […]

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feel very close

feel very close to connection with universe. odd time right now(when is it NOT an odd time in my life??!!) feel slike i’m living in a spiritualized song.cried today, finally. feel sensitive to others energy-know i need to do something different. am scared of thinking about the new year, must follow my instincts though. yoga.

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Classics

christmas 2002

christmas 2002 is officially over . i’m so grateful for all the people aropund me this xmas. and for all the events that are helping me to see who i have become. i have grown out of so many of my old patterns(thank g-d) db came over as a late night santa , wirth presents […]

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oldtaint

nice am

nice am. woke went to ie’s hung with erwin and cat(oops forgot his name) then up to mjk’s to hang with those cats and fish. then to lc ..left as i have heard the speaker before.went to meet rf and her italian diver boy/man. at urth. then home . got the garage cleaned out finally […]

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see my life

i see my life quite clearly right now. i amno longer upset about cole. i am fullof love and forgivness both for me and everyone else. i know i am not a bad friend ’cause i have never showed up or been as present as i have been for someone as i have in the […]

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oldtaint

odd quiet weekend

odd quiet weekend. woke sat and went met z at virgin with jam. then coffee and took jam to therapy. then met rf and her italian hottie , then to work till 1 30. then to see solaris with my husband. good . then swingers with df and mw. then movies at home. worked on […]

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fuckits

evrything seems weird and sad. spent the day w/jam and z and they are both devasted. so i took on some of this..also cole is very over me. aparently i have been a really bad friend and she feels hurt and angry at me. nothing i can do.oh well..i guess no party this eve,i cant […]

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if i was a guy

if i was a guy i’d marry me fer sure i would-and i’m not just saying this because i am me, either

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oldtaint
Stories

full moon made me edgy

full moon made me edgy and weird. swam naked with the girls and did yoga under the full moon. cool outside at the house. weird energy.

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world around seems odd

world around seems odd. good-odd. – as though i am enlightened or on drugs or sumthing. anyway, its all weird and tones of love and undertones of awareness and shifts in relationships that are so slight yet completely obivious to me. all good. a bit nerve racking at times, but good.

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ran twice today

so tired. ran twice today and worked and spoke – saw mp..looks very good. he came to ch to ‘see” me-fun, we had lunch..dward joined us too. went running and then worked again and had dinner with rr jg and solo? then met mjk – tea etc. then went to the movies?? yep. i went […]

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