weird nice

dk and i walked up the street ,got coffees and then we walked down to some little used book store
and he made me pick out 5 books.
it was so nice.
weird nice. like the kind of thing you do with a new boyfriend but you are so giddy you miss half the experience..but because d is d and we are what we are to each other, i got to be fully present and smell the book store smell and really look for books i wanted and just be peacful.not be occupied by pheromones or oxctocin(?)
wow. this is amazing. i really see the way i am when i am dating someone. i ‘m like on drugs or sumthin.
i’m so glad i am on this fast from dating. i need to have tons more experiences like today before i can think of romance.