g4 on the fritz

g4 has been on the fritz since friday night…so i spaent 2 days scouring sites on the g5 looking looking for fixes causes etc..( i had previously been at jk’s setting up stuff for him..,only thing i did on my machine was burn a dvd..which didnt werk..)any way i found many simialr complaints no fixes.

becoming invisible

i feel like i am becoming invisible.i have checked my phone ringer settings.i have just done an extensive email settings overhaul ( neede to do because of entourage/mail switch-aroo)eery. i know itll all start ringing and pinging again soon eenough, and ill get all hatefull .BUT, it feels weird and i feel lonely. ohhh poor […]

openopenopenopen

*openopenopenopen*i feel so odd.Currently playing in iTunes: A Fistfull of Dollars(Clint Eastwood Western) by Ennio Morricone.best la quote ive read:“It’s sort of like when Dorothy wakes up in The Wizard of Oz. It seems really glossy and beautiful, but somehow, it’s almost a little too, like, too nice, in a weird way.”On living in Los […]

shit got weird

ok. shit got weird for me onthis last leg of my life. where to start? well first off :if you havent already

anxiety vacuum

im completely thrown . i feel like i got sucked into an anxiety vacuum(?) and i have lost all my good thoughts. i was very grumpy w/mw last night. it just pisses me off when i feel like this and i dont know how to express it to anyone.i guess i sorta expect him to […]

helmi is smelling bad

helmi is smelling bad. cant sleep he smells like wet dawg. but damn he is cute.i think ill take him out for a pee etc. then get up and go to cb.hmmmm

i think i think i think too

much. insomnia, not bad..just periphial worriy and anxiety that is prolly slowly ( or not so slo these last few years..) eating away at my tummy lining..or clustering to form some appendage sized tumour.hi! Gd morning. nice talk allison.sorry.news style update:( for my stock taking sanity)im stuck in my head. mom is still in oc. […]

my best link picks of 2004

my best link picks of 2004:my fav kewl sites etc:newstodayMASSIVE CHANGEfree downloadsblue vertigophotos 4 freehelpfulnesssee all ur fontskiller make-it-yourself-resourse

jesus fish

how eerie these last few days have been ,dont know if im correct in saying this..but it felt straight outta tha bible..if i knew what was in there…*** DISCLAIMER grew up w/liberal psuedo hippy parents…..my last biblical/ religious learning foray was my first communion(catholic) at age 6-I use it as a cultural(?) reference…not an official […]

in canada

still in vancouver- well a hotel room in vancouver.-about to venture outside to get coffee-m is still sleeping- something that totally eluded me last night.im not bummed-just anxious, i dont know what i expect here- nothing.but it seems my emotions expect something.how weird.i like being here- safe in a hotel ,with someone from home(la home)knowing […]

anticipation..

or anxiety/ hmmmm do i go to vancouver or postpone? im perplexed.