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lc2 this morn
so i went to the lc2 this morn and lak was there. so nice to see her. she is madly in love -but it is an icky situation..the guy with whom she is falling in love with(and he with her) is her best frinds ex…See lak was consoling him after she (lak’s bff)dumped him and…
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the light is so pretty
the light is so pretty in my house at this time of the morning. feels very hopeful or something.kak is coming into town this weekend. she has she hired a town car becaause she stll can’t drive. fun .
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the right “thinking”
so i did the right “thinking” thing. i “manifested “good feelings etc. -what it feels like to be happy joyuos &abundant. i also realized that i am not on my right path.It is obivious because everything is so hard, i am scared shitless, but i am ready tp let go of everything i know or…
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feeling
feeling much anxiety;like i do not know my place in the world and it scares me to no end. i wonder f it is the time of month coupled with my mom with everything else that is going down. i am going to be thirty in one month., that doesn’t freak me out. what freaks…
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no link action
none of my links work..whoops. except the email one.ahhwell. something to do
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feel so tired and unmotivated
feel so tired and unmotivated. found out that cute guy from the morning mtg. is a bit of a player. roamer , he is. and seems to like m’s friend. ahh well. i’m not that worried about it. i just want to not be bored and boring all the time. sent some email today to…
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changing and swirling
it’s all changing and swirling in my head. my thoughts are on overdrive. i read some great things today, but i am too poor at this to link or quote..so take my word for it-my best friend in the world from 12 till 23 emailed me tday. no big deal right? wrong. she hasn’t spoken…
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urth for breakfast
went to urth this am w/ m. cute boy there. sooo cute. last week,at dinner, dp said that i was worse than any guy she knew in respect to checking people out.. hmm, i really never think of myself that way. but i guess i am . i mean i am single. but i ‘m…
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wrote the longest post
today i wrote the longest post;only to lose it as i posted it.don’t feel motivated to write at all. i’ve been home al night. didn’t go to the bday party. dk bagged out ,so did dp. i am so tired but i ‘m having the hardest time sleeping. as isolated as i am these days,…
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beginning thoughts
these are the beginning thoughts on what i am about. what i am doing..if anyone gets the wearwithall to read any of this ..sorry. or whatever. i don’t know. i feel like i need to write and as i am in front of my machine at almost all times-of late..it seems the right medium.so here…
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breakfast w/ dk
breakfast w/ dk.nice to see him.nueroutic fuck that he is.. went to the art store and bought canvas’s and paint. on a roll w/the painting thing feel intimadated by work stuff next week.meetings on mon. and tues. new space..got to get portfolio whipped up. shit. not missing anyone.l on my mind alot. don’t know why.…
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who i is
These are the beginning thoughts on what i am about. what i am doing..if anyone gets the wearwithall to read any of this ..sorry. or whatever. Idon’t know. i feel like i need to write and as i am in front of my machine at almost all times-of late..it seems the right medium.so here .…