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dk came over
dk came over and hung out this eve. nice to see him. walked the dog-went up the street and met p with ss mj jo and mi-went to jones’s for dinner and then i went to ns’s to help plan his trip.he’s so funny. very much a perfectionist, i think. feel alright, albeit a bit…
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lc2 this am
lc2 this am. breakfast at urth w/ jc and hil.haven’t seen hil in forever. it was very good to see her.max came with -he is having SEVERE seperation anxiety. i didn’t even get to set foot in the meeting. oh well.today i’m helping ns w/ computer shit. and maybe lunch w/ lak.or mi.
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i want to not
i want to not go to bed on a sour note. i want to sleep well and wake up with gratitude and love in my heart . i feel very vulnerable, as i have so much over the last 6 months-not weak, just open and sensitive. i want to use these lessons in my life…
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china town
went to china town -ate with wayne and mj and mike d.he’s funny. same birthday as me. went to les duex. so crowded. saw cuteboy.he’s kinda lame. everyone is right now. i don’t know what is going on with me. i am in such an odd place. i was so annoyed by people in general…
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just when
just when i feel good and as though i am over all past grievances-i get hit with something from left field.ran into vh on larchmont and came across the fact that we both knew someone in common and she was seriously crushing on him…ykw. god, i felt so weird and icky. it made me feel…
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vespa party
vespa party was a lot of fun.
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slept in again
slept in again-felt so good.ns came and took me for coffe. he said the show yesterday was unbelievable-so envious-he had an amazing day/night.sounds like-topped off with courtney love buyiung him in and out burger and flashing him her chest…crazy life.i ate with ag and mi last night then sat with mj and wayne till 2am-fun.-mellow.max…
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The beginning..
first questions:where were you born?what do you know about the circumstancesof your birth?What is My first memory? i was born @ lions gate hospital-same hospital dad died in; i was a cesarean(sp?) mom said “i went to sleep and woke up with a baby girl” ( the way she says it makes baby having ALMOST…
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not another micheal flattley
looking forward to going out this eve.- which is not normal(of late, anyway..) ajp is coming over at 7:30 and we’re going up the street. then dinner and then party(?) if i make it that far. i am still feeling kinda weak. this illness-whatever it is- is lingering in the most annoying way. had breakfast…
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just got back from dinner
just got back from dinner. so much fun. lak’s new boy,jq, is awesome.so funny. he just did a rap record and his producer joined us after dinner and he was the coolest guy. colin. he ‘advised’ me on mixing boards etc. jb was with us also. ajp went home early . good to see him…
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energy coursing
feel alot of energy coursing through me. don’t know how to channel it. i am drinking a ‘B3’ energy drink..i think it works
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feel scattered
hmm i feel scattered. a just called. she wanted her mail and rather than getting her to come inside, i just gave it to mf(who she was picking up)i’m over the whole deal of being judged and talked about. i let it all go.so there. ajp sent me a very sweet email and we are…