seems so pious
seems so pious to think about filling in the details of my life over the last few days- today seems... more
feeling like the world
it keeps feeling like the world is pulling away from me. my world. what i believed was true for me. i... more
emailed l. ahh well . i miss him. point blank. i …
emailed l. ahh well . i miss him. point blank. i feel better; like a pressure is off ,now that i... more
woke up w/ the fear
woke up with fear and sadness and anger..for no reason that i can thinkof. this is horrible. i am not into... more
solarplexus
yesterday the pain in my solarplexus was unreal..unbearable..rendered me weepy,unfunctioning.well not completely, got out of bed, got a job doing... more
ohhh..the horror
ohhh..the horror of my solar plexus and it's sucking leaky tragic energy. it feel so overwhelming of late. basically it is screaming... more
El Silencio
emailed l. ahh well . i miss him. point blank. i feel better; like a pressure is off ,now that... more
good start
seems to be good start to today..first in a long ass time. got up at 7am cabin, urth saw chris... more
worked out like a fiend
just went to the gym..worked out like a fiend still felt fat , though listened to my messages (hadn't for three days) oops wendy... more