get back into writing

trying to get back into writing in here- things in my life feel awfully weird; lots of relationships that i had marked a ‘solid’ nhave fallen to the wayside.felt sad etc etc. now just observant.i hem and haw about writing in here, because im never sure who actally will read..so its sort of a gamble […]

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trying to get back into writing in here- things in my life feel awfully weird; lots of relationships that i had marked a ‘solid’ nhave fallen to the wayside. felt sad etc etc. now just observant. i hem and haw about writing in here, because im never sure who actally will read..so its sort of […]

i’m back

ive got a lot alot alot to learn.ive decided to write in here again because it may be my only form of perpsective to come.blah periods abounded throught winter/spring. shifts seems to be coming though.having a sleepover this eve and am hiding downstairs so i can write out my insane thoughts.mom is visiting.ah-hah. issue number […]

friends speak

went and heard ie speak with my husband and lel nice-then to 101 and now see ing the puppie

i never write anymore

seeing as i never write anymore- here seems like a good start. everything is confusing and overwhelming right now- had a nice visit with ie and ls. they took me for lunch. then gk came over for a visit. slept at dloh last night with the puppie. and doggie lamma he redecorated my house last […]

frustration

try ing to get this shit up frustration…….

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such a funny holiday. went to l’s for xmas eve with sally and mom and kel ms gk etc. very nice very christmassy. lots of food and bing crosby. felt family-ish. feel a little sad-but not too bad.

vandals xmas show at the house of booze

went to the vandals xmas show at the house of booze.a few key things occured:1-i was hit on by a very cute boy. not boy in the endearing way, either- boy as in he lives in winetca(?) abd is probably about 19-if im lucky.gave me his # on a 5 dollar bill- cause he had […]

friday night at the grove

friday night at the grove- para sola. very nice. got red fish net stocking and concealer and two awesome books on coding and a wacom tablet.(begrudingly) all for me. suprisingly not crowded. worked on a graphic job all afternoon which is what inspired me to buy the wacom thingy.i realized what took me 4 hours […]

weird weird weird

weird weird weird.i am laughing as i write this at the assinine situations i fall into. without detail i am a pattern whore. i cant help it. they all lokk different but the behaviour is so insiduciously similar. my own person freaky friday.whatever.i dont care at all. i m going to go away instead, i […]

halloween 03

some sort of strange scenarios happening in my life of late. causing me to not write. cant go over it all.. but i did get a boot on my truck..SUCKED. and mjk had a fun halloween party and i dressed up(as him) wes and hthr also had a fun party..singer guy named nate denver-very cool. […]