n came over

n came over and l emailed me. and i emailed her back. weird . she said she’s been very depressed but no mention of why i haven’t heard from her in two months. maybe she was using. hope not. more shall be revealed, iguess , in time. she actually just called here but i didn’t […]

breakfast w/ cute boy

had breakfast w/ cute boy and cute dog of his. oh my , he is sexy. very rude ,though.funny rude. so exihillarting(sp?) spending flirty time with cuteboy.charges my whole day. it’s cinqo de mayo and everyone and their dog is in malibu-don’t think i’ll go- went to virgin, bought a bunch of cd’s.now waiting for […]

just got back from dinner

just got back from dinner. so much fun. lak’s new boy,jq, is awesome.so funny. he just did a rap record and his producer joined us after dinner and he was the coolest guy. colin. he ‘advised’ me on mixing boards etc. jb was with us also. ajp went home early . good to see him […]

energy coursing

feel alot of energy coursing through me. don’t know how to channel it. i am drinking a ‘B3’ energy drink..i think it works

feel scattered

hmm i feel scattered. a just called. she wanted her mail and rather than getting her to come inside, i just gave it to mf(who she was picking up)i’m over the whole deal of being judged and talked about. i let it all go.so there. ajp sent me a very sweet email and we are […]

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i am feeling so drained. gawd i hope i ‘m not getting sick. not such a big deal if i am, cause idon’t have anything to do this weekend (that can’t be cancelled.) but i just don’t have anyone around..ya know to take care of me or whatever. shit I just realized iam allerigic to […]

lc2 this morn

so i went to the lc2 this morn and lak was there. so nice to see her. she is madly in love -but it is an icky situation..the guy with whom she is falling in love with(and he with her) is her best frinds ex…See lak was consoling him after she (lak’s bff)dumped him and […]

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the light is so pretty in my house at this time of the morning. feels very hopeful or something. kak is coming into town this weekend. she has she hired a town car becaause she stll can’t drive. fun .

the light is so pretty

the light is so pretty in my house at this time of the morning. feels very hopeful or something.kak is coming into town this weekend. she has she hired a town car becaause she stll can’t drive. fun .

blogger deleted my post

i wrote a huge post last night about my dinner with ab,mf,ajp,hil and crg…but it’s gone. shit. ah well. i was funny too.anyway. dinner was good. very relaxed. surprised me at first;that so many were there. but it was for good company. ajp was very funny. entertained me . sometimes i think he doesn’t know […]

my who’s who index

put up my who’s who index. i am having dinner w/ ab at lc. quite pleased with this . although i still haven’t had a shower etc and i have to be there in 45 mins. better get going

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so many thngs to think about. i was so excited to go see my cousin dj this eve.,then i called to find out what time and he said it was cancelled.fuck. i thought it would be a new fun place to meet cool people. i guess not. and my reg. thursday night date is off […]