lc2 this am
lc2 this am. breakfast at urth w/ jc and hil.haven’t seen hil in forever. it was very good to see her.max came with -he is having SEVERE seperation anxiety. i didn’t even get to set foot in the meeting. oh well.today i’m helping ns w/ computer shit. and maybe lunch w/ lak.or mi.
i want to not
i want to not go to bed on a sour note. i want to sleep well and wake up with gratitude and love in my heart . i feel very vulnerable, as i have so much over the last 6 months-not weak, just open and sensitive. i want to use these lessons in my life […]
china town
went to china town -ate with wayne and mj and mike d.he’s funny. same birthday as me. went to les duex. so crowded. saw cuteboy.he’s kinda lame. everyone is right now. i don’t know what is going on with me. i am in such an odd place. i was so annoyed by people in general […]
just when
just when i feel good and as though i am over all past grievances-i get hit with something from left field.ran into vh on larchmont and came across the fact that we both knew someone in common and she was seriously crushing on him…ykw. god, i felt so weird and icky. it made me feel […]
vespa party
vespa party was a lot of fun.
slept in again
slept in again-felt so good.ns came and took me for coffe. he said the show yesterday was unbelievable-so envious-he had an amazing day/night.sounds like-topped off with courtney love buyiung him in and out burger and flashing him her chest…crazy life.i ate with ag and mi last night then sat with mj and wayne till 2am-fun.-mellow.max […]
good day
good day- although weird still. lc 2 in the am w/mj. t?en to coffe w/ sally. awesome talk. then to home walked max. made a vet appt. then to sleep. then to pay bills..finally. gas and cable and internet. then to larchmont w/ ag and mi. met the cutest group of boys . ofcouse i […]
i don’t understand what is going on
i don’t understand what is going on with my blogs..thay won’t publish…
The beginning..
first questions:where were you born?what do you know about the circumstancesof your birth?What is My first memory? i was born @ lions gate hospital-same hospital dad died in; i was a cesarean(sp?) mom said “i went to sleep and woke up with a baby girl” ( the way she says it makes baby having ALMOST […]
not another micheal flattley
looking forward to going out this eve.- which is not normal(of late, anyway..) ajp is coming over at 7:30 and we’re going up the street. then dinner and then party(?) if i make it that far. i am still feeling kinda weak. this illness-whatever it is- is lingering in the most annoying way. had breakfast […]
the excercise of writing
the excercise of writing in this format and following through with missives i send myself, is purty cool. feel like i am being accountable to myself….now i hve to be accountableto the dawg,too. i gots to take him fer anuthah walk…perhaps i’ll run into cute neighbourhood boys…when i had max the first we would walk […]
you said something
listening to pj harvey’yousaid something” i want to send it to ykw.it’s too perfect. fuck .