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Tag: sad sap

  • remember dimitri of the awesomely delusional phone messages ?

    remember dimitri of the awesomely delusional phone messages ?

    do you remember these voicemails?: [pro-player]http://taintme.com/blog/wp-content/uploads//video.flv[/pro-player] there is ..soo much more creepasaurous-ness behind this guy.. see: Jezebel: dimitrithelover.) Dimitri The Lover The Movie [BuzzFeed] Dimitri The Lover [Official Site] ”

  • what

    ever.i feel hot and lonely and annoyed and aware and underwhelmed by people. i feel like people think im really stoopid and i guess it may be that i’ve let them think that ; because the behaviours i get thrown are bizarre for grownup people.maybe its just mercury, but i dont think so.i do think…

  • lacking in crushes

    i think im lacking in crushes again. i have to find new ones. let me know if you think of any or think you could be one. come on

  • i’m back

    ive got a lot alot alot to learn.ive decided to write in here again because it may be my only form of perpsective to come.blah periods abounded throught winter/spring. shifts seems to be coming though.having a sleepover this eve and am hiding downstairs so i can write out my insane thoughts.mom is visiting.ah-hah. issue number…

  • underworld premier

    underworld premier went w/ dlo to wes and heathersthen met ie and ls and the brkstr there. i sat outside the whole movie practically- it was cool looking just terrible seats in the front row to the left- killed my neck.i am so glad ls came – we got to hang out and smoke while…

  • worst case scenario

    worst case scenario

    please press play for posts theme song- it enhances the reading of my writing; _ PICTURE THIS, if you will: YOU( or me in this scenario) have terrible mood-swing style PMS- and Agree to drive 4 LA based control freak friends (on American thanksgiving weekend), < from LA to san diego , to an arena…

  • i dont like this

    odd weird sad feeling has struck ..or crept up on me this saturday afternoon.awesome visit with mj at fred segal..lunch shopping (bought myself grossly overpriced sunglasses.)he bought me some awesome sexy perfume.ss came over later we shot the shit etc.but now i am here and it is sunny and inbetween day and night..nuthing to do…

  • woke up w/ the fear

    woke up with fear and sadness and anger..for no reason that i can thinkof. this is horrible. i am not into this anxiety thing. i can’t handle it at all. what am i supposed tp do?i feel like i have over talked it w/ my few friends. i feel very alone right now. scared .i…

  • devastated again..

    woke up devastated again.. i’m totally at a loss as to what to do. mom called first thing this morning. she is can’t help & we ended up fighting like the old days- so much pain under everything now. i could not stop the feelings of desperation i almost made a phone call i definetly…