odd weird sad feeling has struck ..or crept up on me this saturday afternoon.awesome visit with mj at fred segal..lunch shopping (bought myself grossly overpriced sunglasses.)he bought me some awesome sexy perfume.ss came over later we shot the shit etc.but now i am here and it is sunny and inbetween day and night..nuthing to do and i feel overwhelmed with a sad pit in my solarplexus. i should do something. i feel very upset and bored at the same time. its a lot to do with missing ykw…just cause saturdays were our days to have sleepovers etc. and i think i am lonely.yep thats it ..i am lonely. ooh. i dont like this feeling one fucking bit.