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Aaron Swartz 1986-2013

The Manifesto below was written by Aaron Swartz, who commited suicide on Jan 11 2013, at  26. Aaron was being charged by US DoJ with wire fraud and computer fraud, carrying a potential prison term of up to 35 years and a fine of up to $1 million -not to mention -family debt-inducing legal fees. To […]

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How Would You Spend One More Day with Your Dad?

In an old corevette- (rented for Dad Awe factor only) i’d pick him up ( at the heavens gate depot?–somehow i imagine him waiting with albert brooks and meryl streep from that movie…sort of at a’cloud’ stop) and head out of LA to Palm Springs- giving us an easy long drive to catch up- I […]

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The picture up top, is birthday boy,Jack

..(momma lynn in back)he is two. I still l cant believe ie and ls are mom and dad. i mean they ARe really good at it.And really into it. But its weird. weirdly aweosme. and becuase i need to secure postion as the fun aunt, im bringing lots of treasures from canada And Jack, if […]

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different this year

its going to be different this year. Really. I’m almost finished writing out my manifesto or whatever gayness you’d call it. sort of the overview of what lastyear was( and wasnt) and what this year will be . d s making fun of the fast that both he w and i had such old person […]

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they keep pulling me back in…..

when you thin your life out , via separating yourself from certain friends and associates…and consciously choose to withdraw from situations that seem to have caused you grief…its a good thing. Mostly. i am used to 120 friends and phone calls a day ….and in the great cleanout of 2005 it has dropped remarkably..( 100 […]

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tom green , farley mowatt , jean chretian and me, in a wading pool…

Perhaps i have  insomnia?, add?, lack of something….but for some reason ..i ended up staying up way too late even though im exhausted…and perusing local blogs. i dont do this often anymore..seemed for awhile it got to be less interesting when every teenager in asia started a blog and id somehow end up on those…but […]

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the strangest period of my life

this is the strangest period of my life. not the top of the strange -like if i were rating degrees of strange :this isnt the number one, but the strange feelings and shifts around my life are trippy.i wish i could explain better. it’s sorta like if you half wake up from a super intense […]

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get back into writing

trying to get back into writing in here- things in my life feel awfully weird; lots of relationships that i had marked a ‘solid’ nhave fallen to the wayside.felt sad etc etc. now just observant.i hem and haw about writing in here, because im never sure who actally will read..so its sort of a gamble […]

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odd quiet weekend

odd quiet weekend. woke sat and went met z at virgin with jam. then coffee and took jam to therapy. then met rf and her italian hottie , then to work till 1 30. then to see solaris with my husband. good . then swingers with df and mw. then movies at home. worked on […]

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living an odd life

hmm. i am living an odd life right now.good confusing funny odd scary(A little)spent the entire week or so w/ sp mw cant articulate what that means right now..all very easy, though.saw coleycole this eve, totally lost it laughing at the meeting this eve.havent laughed like that in soo long.felt good. went to dinner then […]

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i dont like this

odd weird sad feeling has struck ..or crept up on me this saturday afternoon.awesome visit with mj at fred segal..lunch shopping (bought myself grossly overpriced sunglasses.)he bought me some awesome sexy perfume.ss came over later we shot the shit etc.but now i am here and it is sunny and inbetween day and night..nuthing to do […]

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dk came over

dk came over and hung out this eve. nice to see him. walked the dog-went up the street and met p with ss mj jo and mi-went to jones’s for dinner and then i went to ns’s to help plan his trip.he’s so funny. very much a perfectionist, i think. feel alright, albeit a bit […]

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