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from the vault

in lieu of writing anything of substance I’ll be ¬†picking and posting pictures I’ve taken ..to encapsulate the essence of what i may have posted, if i were , in fact going to post. Which ¬†clearly i dont do anymore.

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scientificme

A habit is a pattern of behavior acquired by repetition

A habit is a pattern of behavior acquired by repetition. Psychologists and behavior experts say that it takes about 20 to 70 days to form a new habit. (from “the 10 minute guide to getting organized”By Janet Bigham Bernstel, Stephen Windhaus) Tres interessant, non? So, it only takes a few weeks, if this theory is […]

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neighbours are hot

my life is weird. or more accuretly, i guess, life in general, is weird. i live below 2 army rangers. as in US army special forces , both veterans of the war. They are little boys, in that they are 22 and 23. they are both my friends. Jf is like my brother. tonight a […]

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the strangest period of my life

this is the strangest period of my life. not the top of the strange -like if i were rating degrees of strange :this isnt the number one, but the strange feelings and shifts around my life are trippy.i wish i could explain better. it’s sorta like if you half wake up from a super intense […]

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angry?

worst ever?

the worst feelings for me:: being lied to …and knowing it at the point the lie is being told. being angry at people that dont deserve your energy being misunderstood, and/or misinterpreted calculated meanness masked as thoughtlessness/laziness being condescended to (s’that proper?) being lied to- and knowing it as it happens….or did i say that […]

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angry?
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fighting rage

i have been fighting rage all day-Everything is causing me to feel so much anger – Really stupid shit -my cousin upstairs-people knocking on the door-my phone ringing-driving-parking-work OH yeah..AND once again… my stupid choices for friends.. how many times do i get given the same situation till i see it before i get bit?? […]

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oldtaint

underworld premier

underworld premier went w/ dlo to wes and heathersthen met ie and ls and the brkstr there. i sat outside the whole movie practically- it was cool looking just terrible seats in the front row to the left- killed my neck.i am so glad ls came – we got to hang out and smoke while […]

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im back

i m back-couldnt stand being away. i am about truth(sorta)-mostly aboutthis thing..and the good it does me- so i wont stop again. i had it out with someone ,really brutally- i let three years of unresolved stuff boil over and if i learned anything from this incident,it was to process everything asap. and let shit […]

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i dont like this

odd weird sad feeling has struck ..or crept up on me this saturday afternoon.awesome visit with mj at fred segal..lunch shopping (bought myself grossly overpriced sunglasses.)he bought me some awesome sexy perfume.ss came over later we shot the shit etc.but now i am here and it is sunny and inbetween day and night..nuthing to do […]

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