trying to figure out tooo much shit. why do i live here? i wish i was on my way to... more
i am definetly over the way this is at present. i fthere is not a huge shift in the next... more
hmm feeling blue. yesterday felt sorta sick all day. wondering if this situation is all there is or if it... more
just lost a huge post...so bummed. weird xmas. no big parties for me. just lo-key-attempting to quit smoking
ugh hard not... more
it's been a long time hours since i smoked. a long time. i feel weird. giddy almost and full of... more
slept poorly allnight. feel a bit "hungover' from lack of sleep.
good am, though.larch w/ hil-got some presents.
cs came by dinner... more
damn site was down for a whole day-so sick of this hosting company:onedollarhostingSUX
k.that said i am going through some sort... more
such an odd day..like reliving my biggest fears and feeling real happiness at the same time. so odd.
lc this am. ch came with. coffee with lel.good to hang w/ him..as we haven't seen much of each other.... more
one year ago today..i was kissing with l. weird . not sad, just odd. i was tinking about quitting smoking(as... more
feel weird right now..verging on sad. no reason, except maybe xmas and not being at home and not feeling... more
