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the joy has returned

and the changes have come upon again. now living in a beautiful place in venice.ablock behind ak blvd 4 blocks to surfing work at present is all local . i found myself happy for the first time tonight in years, like really authentic true to be me happy. it just happened…i heard something /read something […]

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the other side of this wall

the curse* of my life has changed. i ve found that in the last year my ability to feel safe and have a home has been removed from me – my earning capacity is lo. i under chanrge for work that i do really well and i don’t charge for jobs that should be paid […]

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the artist way

i ve joined a group called the artist way- its based on a book by julia cameron , written based around the twelve steps of recovery with the intention to recover the inner artist in people, its a chapter a week with exercises and a few staple things we must do each week. one is […]

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leaving the door open on a cold night

without money life is ok kindness is everywhere so is sadness. darkness is only taking over when i let it in too long. like a door left open in winter only so much a wall heater can do. the inside eventually becomes cold despite the furnace pumping..  you have to either close the door an […]

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well its now a month after i decided to write here again. fuck life is BIZARRE> at that moment i was sad but happy to be moved in to a beautiful new house with a sweet new roommate. feeling settled with some solutions and really great home. Now.. 6 weeks later im receiving crazy threatening […]

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Cut to.. now.

Cut to.. now. roof deck of le petit Ermitage in west Hollywood -warm already at 530 am on august 7th 2017 -my brother is sleeping downstairs, after  arriving earlier at lax and having not seen him in 2 and half years. just typing that sentence made me cry a little,i haven’t seen my little brother in […]

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poor customer handling

i work online- i test all kinds of software- i love to search for new and better and cooler apps – so , generally, i am very aware of what’s available and useful in the new app dept..: both for free and for pay, and due to general awesome-ness in open-source stufff..it is a rare […]

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The Breakfast Club

The Breakfast Club “…demented and sad, but social“- John Bender i have quoted that line as a means to  defining most of my social situationships )-  a million times since seeing the breakfast club at ? 12? 13??. One of my most stirring sweet emo memories in my entire life is from that bizarre period of life… […]

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point break

here i am. It’s been a long time. venice. meetings. sadness madness joy weirdness and now surfing. i cant get enough of this. I borrowed a board three weeks ago and have been going every morning sometimes twice a day, I’m not good, but it feel so good , to find something i want to do […]

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This is one of the rarest and most unusual…

Last name: Creelman This is one of the rarest and most unusual surnames that we have ever researched. It is of Gaelic origins, being recorded almost equally in West Scotland and across the Irish Sea in Ulster. It would seem to be at first glance job descriptive, but these type of names are rare in […]

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How to deal with PHONE spam

ze frank has the most useful advice when it comes to dealing with telemarketers/ collections companies or general phone spam.. (which is alot these days)…Instead of screaming DONT CALL HERE..or putting them to vm…answer try one of these ( listed below are my personal faves..but check them all out over at ze frank: 2. In […]

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