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a million little pieces : published embellishment
Or “how James frey Stole My Future husband” You see..when that shit book originally came out- and everyone was raving about (and buying) James Freys : “ .. shattering, beautiful memoir, A Million Little Pieces,” Basically , i saw it as being personally dream- jacked
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grow some backbone
how come i got fuckin burned when the shit hit fan? your fucking friends(?) dont know me nor, it seems do you. dont g-damn reason with me anymore. i m over it. i m sick of being OK with it all and swallowing the shit. fuck u . stand up for me. i m a…
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what
ever.i feel hot and lonely and annoyed and aware and underwhelmed by people. i feel like people think im really stoopid and i guess it may be that i’ve let them think that ; because the behaviours i get thrown are bizarre for grownup people.maybe its just mercury, but i dont think so.i do think…
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The Screamer
its hot out. but what makes it hotter is the screaming hassidic woman that lives in front of me. its unreal ..TOTALLY ..unreal.She screams ALL DAY.. in a terriffiying-shrill-higher-as-she-gets-rolling-pitch. Its been going on since she moved in. ( 2.5 years) its awful. devasting , actually. Somedays i can tolarate it. on others, i feel like…
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BLOGROLLING
whats fair and what’s not fair…well this is something i definetly dont have a market stronghold on, but i definetley have strong feelings about.i have thought of writing about this particular dilemma many times, the holding off aspect was because i kept thinking “they” would make good on their word and i would feel foolish.then…
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worst ever?
the worst feelings for me:: being lied to …and knowing it at the point the lie is being told. being angry at people that dont deserve your energy being misunderstood, and/or misinterpreted calculated meanness masked as thoughtlessness/laziness being condescended to (s’that proper?) being lied to- and knowing it as it happens….or did i say that…
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fighting rage
i have been fighting rage all day-Everything is causing me to feel so much anger – Really stupid shit -my cousin upstairs-people knocking on the door-my phone ringing-driving-parking-work OH yeah..AND once again… my stupid choices for friends.. how many times do i get given the same situation till i see it before i get bit??…
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worst case scenario
please press play for posts theme song- it enhances the reading of my writing; _ PICTURE THIS, if you will: YOU( or me in this scenario) have terrible mood-swing style PMS- and Agree to drive 4 LA based control freak friends (on American thanksgiving weekend), < from LA to san diego , to an arena…
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don’t feel much
don’t feel much like writing these days..i am back home. this afternoon. murphy picked me up. so sweet. wendy dom anthony torrencio all called . lou also.funny how you find out who are your friends-so weird. not sad at all. tired and lethargic. feel very quiet. house is empty. a is gone. zen house. feels…
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feeling like the world
it keeps feeling like the world is pulling away from me. my world. what i believed was true for me. i am so sure i am doing the right thing by being here and taking care ,yet as i start to feel renewed and cohesive with the world, i get sent an email or receive…