what

08/06/2005  |  No Comments

ever.i feel hot and lonely and annoyed and aware and underwhelmed by people.i feel like people think im really stoopid... more

The Screamer

The Screamer

08/04/2005  |  No Comments

its hot out. but what makes it hotter is the screaming hassidic woman that lives in front of me. its... more

BLOGROLLING

07/27/2005  |  No Comments

whats fair and what's not fair...well this is something i definetly dont have a market stronghold on, but i definetley... more

worst ever?

02/22/2005  |  1 Comment

the worst feelings for me:: being lied to ...and knowing it at the point the lie is being told. being angry at... more

fighting rage

fighting rage

02/20/2005  |  1 Comment

i have been fighting rage all day-Everything is causing me to feel so much anger - Really stupid shit -my... more

worst case scenario

worst case scenario

11/24/2002  |  No Comments

please press play for posts theme song- it really adds to the reading.. PICTURE THIS, if you will: YOU( or... more

i dont like this

06/29/2002  |  No Comments

odd weird sad feeling has struck ..or crept up on me this saturday afternoon.awesome visit with mj at fred segal..lunch... more

backsliding

04/30/2001  |  No Comments

this a.m. , i went to the lc, met s(new friend) there. he is very sweet. went to urth. feel... more

don’t feel much

04/04/2001  |  No Comments

don't feel much like writing these days..i am back home. this afternoon. murphy picked me up. so sweet. wendy dom anthony... more

feeling like the world

03/29/2001  |  No Comments

it keeps feeling like the world is pulling away from me. my world. what i believed was true for me. i... more

devastated again..

02/27/2001  |  No Comments

woke up devastated again.. i'm totally at a loss as to what to do. mom called first thing this morning. she is... more

so sad and angry

02/21/2001  |  No Comments

i am so sad and angry i don't know when this is going to stop i want to smoke more... more