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neighbours are hot
my life is weird. or more accuretly, i guess, life in general, is weird. i live below 2 army rangers. as in US army special forces , both veterans of the war. They are little boys, in that they are 22 and 23. they are both my friends. Jf is like my brother. tonight a…
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DflyFiles-pt8
spazmatics fun i gave d my camera he got some pics from on onstage. Brought La, and she, of course.. was sooo awesoem..they sart playing like a virgin..and i said GO Up n Dance.(kinda kidding..,mostly just hoping she’d do this: .., knowing full well she’s the only person i know who could pull that shit…
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AOL Eavesdrops
Thrashing Through Cyberspace: AOL Eavesdrops, Grants Itself Permission To Steal Your AIM Conversations BRUTAL
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the strangest period of my life
this is the strangest period of my life. not the top of the strange -like if i were rating degrees of strange :this isnt the number one, but the strange feelings and shifts around my life are trippy.i wish i could explain better. it’s sorta like if you half wake up from a super intense…
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reset the pram
my G5 wont start. i may kill . i ran software update slast night . restarted…grey screen… apple logo……spinning …then the fan starts wheezing…revving higher and higher…( ive NEVER HAD A PROBLENM W/ THE FAN SOUND ETC) so i did all fixes i could think of: reset the pram .. started up from startupdisk w/c…
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worst ever?
the worst feelings for me:: being lied to …and knowing it at the point the lie is being told. being angry at people that dont deserve your energy being misunderstood, and/or misinterpreted calculated meanness masked as thoughtlessness/laziness being condescended to (s’that proper?) being lied to- and knowing it as it happens….or did i say that…
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fighting rage
i have been fighting rage all day-Everything is causing me to feel so much anger – Really stupid shit -my cousin upstairs-people knocking on the door-my phone ringing-driving-parking-work OH yeah..AND once again… my stupid choices for friends.. how many times do i get given the same situation till i see it before i get bit??…
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crushes
here’s the linkn to my crushes. embarrasment page going to spazmatics…
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The rawkstar set up
so maria is here scouring out the spiders and mould i have accumulated over the terrential downpour season ,( as apposed to rainy ) havent heard hide nor hair of mom. shitty. ..yesterday was interesting/cool. i offered up my house for jken to host a brunch for jp ‘s bday here ( JP doesnt live…
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my best link picks of 2004
my best link picks of 2004:my fav kewl sites etc:newstodayMASSIVE CHANGEfree downloadsblue vertigophotos 4 freehelpfulnesssee all ur fontskiller make-it-yourself-resourse
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vegas puts my body
vegas puts my body in a weird state; i am very anxiety riddled..yet about nuthing at all..(except perhaps , mom)has ‘happened’yet,i constantly feel as though i am on the verge of some …thing….?an idea ? a boy? ..great party? /creative burst? …… something…but the reality seems to be that i just want to get to…
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christmas day. i’m in vegas
its christmas day. im in vegas.again. kinda fun.sad.eerie/meloncholly creepy but good.mom kelly are across the hall..we are staying at TheHotelflew out last night , after minor emotional family drama,cs (rNDOMLY)CAME WITH US.THAT WAS FUN.he flew back this afternoon to tend to his dog.did a little stocking ceremony at lunchtime.last night we went gambling – both…