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odd quiet weekend
odd quiet weekend. woke sat and went met z at virgin with jam. then coffee and took jam to therapy. then met rf and her italian hottie , then to work till 1 30. then to see solaris with my husband. good . then swingers with df and mw. then movies at home. worked on…
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open letter to myself
open letter to myself: how blessed r u? being able to hang out with the awesome loving fun people i do..and have a great home for me and my husband..and have a great car and be able to have people over for dinner (like this eve)and go to a party and leave and go to…
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worst case scenario
please press play for posts theme song- it enhances the reading of my writing; _ PICTURE THIS, if you will: YOU( or me in this scenario) have terrible mood-swing style PMS- and Agree to drive 4 LA based control freak friends (on American thanksgiving weekend), < from LA to san diego , to an arena…
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i am officially insomniatic(sp?)
i am officially insomniatic. 5 days w/out sleep. its insane. i just went for a swim..all misty out and shit. cool.my hearing is shot. its like i was at a concert last night and they (my ears) are still ‘ringing’ cept the ringing is loud and fuzzy and sharp-all at oncedont know quite what to…
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its not like i wasn’t warned
feel odd. havent reallly slept the last few days..a lot on my mind, i guess.or not enough maybe?good weekend..as sent me an email wondering what was wrong…i didnt have the strength to tell her i knew what she had said about me. i am already so hurt and perplexed by all this. hil and i…
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picked up mjk and ie at the airport
sunday i [picked up mjk and ie at the airport..then mjk and i hung out at the house. went to dinner with a fun group on sunday bh and dravens nephews camwe. dl was there..(swoon) ns hil ls ie Very nice to see Ls as ie has seemingly sequestered her to his place for months…
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forensic files and sex
i am single . i am sorta still sad. not sad in an upset i want him back kind of way…more just sad that i dot get to watch forensic files and have sex and silly stuff. i know i will again..its just that i got used to ch.oh well.bw’s bday last night. cr dd…
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dentist hell today
dentist hell today. i have been so bad about writing in here.mjk is back…makes me happy.i actually missed him quite a bit.i am trying to think about what has happened of late..ryan is on the cover of t&c mag…whatever that means. weird.it was such a short time ago that she was sleeping on the floor…
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trying it all again
i m trying it all again. everything. i am starting to write ( i promise myself) more consistantly and draw and paint. make stuff.i feel very off right now..but sort of in a good kooky kind of way. no sleep for 3 days/nights.almost like being on acid. a little less nerve wracking, though.i have to…
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full moon made me edgy
full moon made me edgy and weird. swam naked with the girls and did yoga under the full moon. cool outside at the house. weird energy.
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feel inspired to work
dont really feel like going anywhere this am. but i guess i should. hmm. feel inspired to work . just checked out a bunch of super cool sites and i wnt to try new stuff now. later i will. weird dreams. was going on vacation with mj and ie to hawaii..but i was pissed cause…