point break

here i am. It’s been a long time. venice. meetings. sadness madness joy weirdness and now surfing. i cant get enough of this. I borrowed a board three weeks ago and have been going every morning sometimes twice a day, I’m not good, but it feel so good , to find something i want to do…
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One amazing quality , that can change you’re life.

Not sure whether it was a gift i was born with or just my inner Pavlov’s dog ..working out the way to adapt to these situations…

Regardless, I’ve realized lately, as i attempt this conscious-of-my-reactions-thing, how  important and rare a trait this is.

Best Advice Ever

Words To live by ( or die trying..no pun) From Steve Jobs’ 2005 Stanford Commencement Address: [pullquote sid=”pullquote-1327189532″]Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your…
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john hughes

The Breakfast Club: ‘its sorta social….Demented and sad….But Social” i have been using a paraphrased vs of that quote  -to  describe /define various situationships – since seeing that movie at ? 12? other person: ‘Al..how was the dinner last night?’ me:  ‘ahh..demented and sad…..but social’ One of my only perfect memory snapshots from that  bizarre blip of…
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depressed moody etc.

So it only took me like twenty jesus-F-ing years to discover what could be some of my MOST favorited music…
embarrassing part: all of it has been RIGHT infornt of me.
Let me clarify..by right infront of me , i mean, yes-this is all older music ..and it’s been out there, in the world for years..
BUT  i mean it literally:

You Got Me

BEFORE READING : To trully appreciate this post’s full dramtic effect-ive added enhancing mood music-just press play ) .thank-u.read-on.. play post theme song “A lie, by omission or directly fabricating .. leads people to decide other than they would, had they known the truth,It harms their human dignity and autonomy.It is believed that to value…
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wait…. im on james freys side now

The other night, i randomly….no..not randomly-i forgot: random doesn’t exist …..so anyway..i guess i was ‘drawn’ to turn the tv on  , at an odd hour – and guess what (who)? was on Oprah ‘confronting’ the most recent blahged about topic here(and everywhere)  james frey.  The thing that struck me,  is that oprah ,  seems…
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a million little pieces : published embellishment

Or “how James frey Stole My Future husband” You see..when that shit book originally came out- and everyone was raving about (and buying) James Freys :

“ .. shattering, beautiful memoir, A Million Little Pieces,”

Basically , i saw it as being personally dream- jacked

they keep pulling me back in…..

when you thin your life out , via separating yourself from certain friends and associates…and consciously choose to withdraw from situations that seem to have caused you grief…its a good thing. Mostly. i am used to 120 friends and phone calls a day ….and in the great cleanout of 2005 it has dropped remarkably..( 100…
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6 degrees of newmodelarmy

the title means nothing. it just sorta combines the spackling of thoughts and stuff that flew through my life today. So you should probably stop reading right now , unless you’re sooo bored that u think u can handle the crazy train im on this am – this post is going nowhere…but im doing an…
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what is the best ever?

music is. best ever. 01-music-is-love it trumps every other bestever everytime. bestever food, boys. .friends boyfriends..and anything … EVER. it is so awesome, that i wish i could crawl into some songs and just live there. ”where’s allison living these days? oh she’s moved to that peter gabriel song , somewhere in us or your…
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