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jack makes a call to gavin

Jack( previously mentioned FIVE year old) likes to use my phone sometimes, to play games.. but i guess he also likes to call friends and tell them when he done me wrong.: found this whilst syncing my iphone: [audio:http://taintme.com/blog/wp-content/uploads//jackieHILARIOUS.mp3|titles=jackieHILARIOUS] jack: Five years old….. trying to call gavin..his bff: “Hi Gavin i dropped allison’s phone..isnt that […]

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thanksgiving 2.0 at the bar

So..last night , sitting on the deck , .at my friends amazing home in the canyon, looking at the hollywood sign.- whilst listening to neil sing “journey through time”.and it rained like i was back in vancouver- i found myself reflecting on Thanksgiving- ..and you know what…when you really think about it , it’s a […]

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You Got Me

BEFORE READING : To trully appreciate this post’s full dramtic effect-ive added enhancing mood music-just press play ) .thank-u.read-on.. play post theme song “A lie, by omission or directly fabricating .. leads people to decide other than they would, had they known the truth,It harms their human dignity and autonomy.It is believed that to value […]

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tom green , farley mowatt , jean chretian and me, in a wading pool…

Perhaps i haveĀ  insomnia?, add?, lack of something….but for some reason ..i ended up staying up way too late even though im exhausted…and perusing local blogs. i dont do this often anymore..seemed for awhile it got to be less interesting when every teenager in asia started a blog and id somehow end up on those…but […]

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underworld premier

underworld premier went w/ dlo to wes and heathersthen met ie and ls and the brkstr there. i sat outside the whole movie practically- it was cool looking just terrible seats in the front row to the left- killed my neck.i am so glad ls came – we got to hang out and smoke while […]

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solar plexus

this week has been like the opening of my solar plexus..i cried so hard and felt like it would never stop. i can still feel the feeling in my tummy of overwhelming grief..but it’s distant and calmer now. i howled like a dog yesterday. the hurt was deep. i felt like i finally realized how […]

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truelove?

re-read the truelove poem tonight. where is my hand ?????? fer fucks sake. bed without dinner

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dentist hell today

dentist hell today. i have been so bad about writing in here.mjk is back…makes me happy.i actually missed him quite a bit.i am trying to think about what has happened of late..ryan is on the cover of t&c mag…whatever that means. weird.it was such a short time ago that she was sleeping on the floor […]

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dk came over

dk came over and hung out this eve. nice to see him. walked the dog-went up the street and met p with ss mj jo and mi-went to jones’s for dinner and then i went to ns’s to help plan his trip.he’s so funny. very much a perfectionist, i think. feel alright, albeit a bit […]

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i want to not

i want to not go to bed on a sour note. i want to sleep well and wake up with gratitude and love in my heart . i feel very vulnerable, as i have so much over the last 6 months-not weak, just open and sensitive. i want to use these lessons in my life […]

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slept in again

slept in again-felt so good.ns came and took me for coffe. he said the show yesterday was unbelievable-so envious-he had an amazing day/night.sounds like-topped off with courtney love buyiung him in and out burger and flashing him her chest…crazy life.i ate with ag and mi last night then sat with mj and wayne till 2am-fun.-mellow.max […]

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