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stuck in the wrong fantasy?
my own personal pergatory…. help Iam stuck somewhere between my old version ‘fantasies’ and new, ..yet unrealized ,ones…hence: my own personal pergatory…. And by fantasies i mean what i wish for in my life ie:” i really want to be a fireman when i growup”…it referes to what i really ‘want’ for myself and /or…
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tom green , farley mowatt , jean chretian and me, in a wading pool…
Perhaps i have insomnia?, add?, lack of something….but for some reason ..i ended up staying up way too late even though im exhausted…and perusing local blogs. i dont do this often anymore..seemed for awhile it got to be less interesting when every teenager in asia started a blog and id somehow end up on those…but…
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acid:beginnings
i was introduced to ‘acid’ at 13. i hadn’t a clue what it was, but the day i had my braces off,my bestfriend Sheila and i decided to’celebrate’ and embark on a new life.. we were going to become skater girls.( my first of many reincarnations ..) We had a walkman with a tape of…
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List Of Demands
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help stop war
i am sick and sad. it seems lame to be upset over what i’m upset over- but i am. i am just fucking tired of this shit . i dont do many great things on a day to day basis- or in my life, in general… but i know one of my most valuble and…
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how to find me?
a few examples of searches that brought people to my site.. hmmm. dinner parties for swingers sex BSDM – taintme comes up as the 5th and 3rd . sheesh.. scared of the dentist rnice girlls hitthis meaning of selfcentered mini-slut iranian skiiers a.v.n. awards 2005 skateboarding hair for boys weird art peice exhibisionist these ones…
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The rawkstar set up
so maria is here scouring out the spiders and mould i have accumulated over the terrential downpour season ,( as apposed to rainy ) havent heard hide nor hair of mom. shitty. ..yesterday was interesting/cool. i offered up my house for jken to host a brunch for jp ‘s bday here ( JP doesnt live…
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almost died tonight
almost died on friday night. fer real..no exaggeration.dia and i were curious as to why so many cops were speeding(siren-less) by…So we decide to ‘follow’dumb move we cut a block below them to delongpre.thinking we can ‘see’ whats going on , up on hollywood from there.duh.we run right into the cause of the cop brigade:Huge…
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hockey night in hollywood
wednesday night dp and i went to ‘the untitled jc’ premiere at the silent movie theatre;awesome spot for parties premieres btw.great turnout and everyone seemed to love it. way to go jeff afterwards( after a quick nice ab visit)we ran over to my house- dp and i shot the shit.nice. then went to the avalon to…
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open letter to myself
open letter to myself: how blessed r u? being able to hang out with the awesome loving fun people i do..and have a great home for me and my husband..and have a great car and be able to have people over for dinner (like this eve)and go to a party and leave and go to…
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worst case scenario
please press play for posts theme song- it enhances the reading of my writing; _ PICTURE THIS, if you will: YOU( or me in this scenario) have terrible mood-swing style PMS- and Agree to drive 4 LA based control freak friends (on American thanksgiving weekend), < from LA to san diego , to an arena…
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NIGHT RIDER by the BEST DOORMAN EVER
Is this a familiar scenario? You’re standing in line outside what you hear is a cool club and the doorman, who looks like a complete asshole, is nodding in people who are infinitely less cool than you. Everyone seems to fucking know the guy. The longer you wait, the more incensed you are that you’ve…