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On May 26, 2009, at 2:52 AM, Allison Leah wrote: Having not had my car available the last few weeks, i have found that old familiar teen angst feeling of being trapped .. not in big doses but definitely more prevalent than its been since…say highschool.. and i began to  wonder why..

depressed moody etc.

So it only took me like twenty jesus-F-ing years to discover what could be some of my MOST favorited music…
embarrassing part: all of it has been RIGHT infornt of me.
Let me right infront of me , i mean, yes-this is all older music ..and it’s been out there, in the world for years..
BUT  i mean it literally:

hollywood blvd blur

i love this picture, taken at the light on Highland heading south across Hollywood Blvd. Chaos central, also.. where hills works.poor hill-ober

You Got Me

BEFORE READING : To trully appreciate this post’s full dramtic effect-ive added enhancing mood music-just press play ) play post theme song “A lie, by omission or directly fabricating .. leads people to decide other than they would, had they known the truth,It harms their human dignity and autonomy.It is believed that to value…
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wait…. im on james freys side now

The other night, i randomly….no..not randomly-i forgot: random doesn’t exist … anyway..i guess i was ‘drawn’ to turn the tv on  , at an odd hour – and guess what (who)? was on Oprah ‘confronting’ the most recent blahged about topic here(and everywhere)  james frey.  The thing that struck me,  is that oprah ,  seems…
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a million little pieces : published embellishment

Or “how James frey Stole My Future husband” You see..when that shit book originally came out- and everyone was raving about (and buying) James Freys :

“ .. shattering, beautiful memoir, A Million Little Pieces,”

Basically , i saw it as being personally dream- jacked

what will it take?

to become a fucking awesome person that is super rich in every aspect of the term rich? well, first lets look at the assininity of timepassers that hold us locked outside of the great world of plenty…how manytimes a day do you find yourslef pondering ~ “what do you call male lady bugs?” or ”…
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yesterday, unbeknownst to me..was aholiday?so due to that fact…and cause i was getting over being sick-i kinda had a free day. it felt like a professional day from school…All kickass open obligation free-timmmmeee..yes. I decided id try out some stuff i had left sitting in wait for a long while…so being the new year and…
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they keep pulling me back in…..

when you thin your life out , via separating yourself from certain friends and associates…and consciously choose to withdraw from situations that seem to have caused you grief…its a good thing. Mostly. i am used to 120 friends and phone calls a day ….and in the great cleanout of 2005 it has dropped remarkably..( 100…
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6 degrees of newmodelarmy

the title means nothing. it just sorta combines the spackling of thoughts and stuff that flew through my life today. So you should probably stop reading right now , unless you’re sooo bored that u think u can handle the crazy train im on this am – this post is going nowhere…but im doing an…
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what is the best ever?

music is. best ever. 01-music-is-love it trumps every other bestever everytime. bestever food, boys. .friends boyfriends..and anything … EVER. it is so awesome, that i wish i could crawl into some songs and just live there. ”where’s allison living these days? oh she’s moved to that peter gabriel song , somewhere in us or your…
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